"Just Crying To Myself" lyrics

Now, you say our dream of love is over, darling
And you tell me that you've found somebody new
But someday, my dear, you'll know you were mistaken
For no one else could love you as I do

I have seen the [?] blooms that had withered
Watched the fading of sweet roses in the fall
But I never dreamed your love would ever die, dear
I can't believe I've lost you after all

In my heart, I know I never will condemn you
Though I'm cast aside and left here on the shelf
But each night, I'll kneel and say I will miss you, dear
Then lay awake, just crying to myself

Now, you told me once you'd always love me, darling
'Til earthly things had all turned back to dust
And if you don't come back, I know there never
Will be another I can ever trust

Should there ever come a time you find you're lonely
Just recall, dear, that you brought it on yourself
And no matter what you've done, I'll still forgive you
I'm waiting here, just crying to myself

In my heart, I know I never will condemn you
Though I'm cast aside and left here on the shelf
But each night, I'll kneel and say I will miss you, dear
Then lay awake, just crying to myself