"Disappear (This Is Real)" lyrics

I'm lost inside, a labyrinth of my mind
Have you been waitin' long behind the door?
Am I losin' my head?
How can you stand right there?
Dressed in white slick back hair

With my body still in my bed
I'll keep the things you said
I hope this dream never ends

If this isn't real, how come I can feel
The weight of your heart when you hold me?
I'm scared to let go, can't stop just to steal
The moment I wake up, you will disappear

I know it's hard, but you push through the other side
In innocent hours, you visit me
You say I can't come, cause now is not my time
So this is better than reality
Am I losin' my head?
How can you stand right there?
Laughin' cause I dyed my hair again

With my body still in my bed
I'll keep the things you said
I hope this dream never ends

If this isn't real, how come I can feel
The weight of your heart when you hold me?
I'm scared to let go, can't stop just to steal
The moment I wake up, you will disappear

The moment I wake up, you will disappear