"Pretend" lyrics

Post modern life is exhausting
Sometimes my minds like a mosh-pit
I'll do whatever to fit in
Cause nobody likes when you're honest

So keep changing my hair
And the things that I wear
Then I can compare it to her and her and them

I I didn't wake up like this
But I'll pretend
I dance with strangers
Till look we look like friends

I'll pretend
That I'm happy in my body
Don't have money
But I'll pretend
I know the irony is funny cause
The jokes on me again

When I was young
I was myself
It didn't pay off
I put that put that me on the shelf
One day I'll heal I'll be real and authentic again

I didn't wake up like this
But I'll pretend
I dance with strangers
Till look we look like friends

I'll pretend
That I'm happy in my body
Don't have money
But I'll pretend
I know the irony is funny cause
The jokes on me again (on me again)