"Paralyzed" lyrics

Nearly 2 A.M, I could use a friend
I'm alone in bed and it feels
Like I saw my face, talking to myself I believe
Let me be afraid of who is in my head
Scared it might be clever to leave
I don't flee anymore
But someone's at the door I believe
I believe
I believe

It's so dark there's no way I could sleep right now
I got a feeling there is something staring at me now
Whispers in the staircase you must see I'm right
I got a feeling there is something watching me tonight

I'm gonna give you a fight
Paralyzed
If honesty was a lie
Could you beat me?

Shoulder knees and hand, let me get a pen
Let me write it down just for you
I will never bend, I will never hide anymore

To the bones I'm angry at this fairy tale
And for believing those pretending caring for myself myself myself

I'm gonna give you a fight
Paralyzed
If honesty was a lie
Could you beat me?

I try my best for you and I
Would you make me cry?
And just tonight, I wanted kids and wife
I want a life in black and white
I got at least to try, no wonder why
I still don't see the light

I wanna see the light, I wanna feel the light
I wanna feel alive, I wanna live my life

I'm gonna give you a fight
Paralyzed
If honesty was a lie
I would love to see the stars shining in your eyes
I would love to take these feelings, rip them out your heart

I would love to see the stars shining in your eyes
I would love to take these feelings, rip them out your heart