"Motivate Me" lyrics

I feel disassociated from reality, like I'm in a dream
Nothing feels real to me, my nerves vibrate in my skin
But they only tease me with the idea of living while my thoughts ponder something more than merely existing
What am I?
What am I?

Everything becomes too much and at the same time not enough
Vision always out of focus, I'm still not sure when I wrote this
Am I in a dream? (Will you forgive me?)

Will I wake up asleep in somebody else's head?
These thoughts don't seem like me and at this point it would make sense
Or maybe I'm just a dead man

Contemplating all the time
Life's a learning curve to climb
Fingers aching, arms are shaking
Can somebody motivate me?
Before I fall back asleep

Please

Contemplating all the time
Life's a learning curve to climb
Fingers aching, arms are shaking
Can somebody motivate me?

Motivate me, please