"Blue Jeans" lyrics

I just got out of a call from a blocked number
Saying that we'll soon again see you
But, again, the numbers were blocked so um-

God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?
God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?

Stay in on the weekends
Think I'm going off the deep end
Really hope nobody sees me
Sorry mama, just been busy
Sleep in on the weekdays
Script emotions like a screenplay
Passed out on the freeway
I don't think the hero saves me
Woke up on the wrong side that night
Feel sick, couldn't sleep like all night
Eyes burn from the tears and the sunlight
Tie me down, hold me back, 'cause I just might
Oh shit, yeah
Been this way since '06 yeah
Grew up too fast, didn't notice
That my mother threw away all my old shit, yeah

God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?
God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?

In the dark of my heart
I will find my way home
But I know all along
I will reap what I've sown
You always say, "There's a better way"
"I could love today, get my head on straight"
But we know the truth, hate to break the news
Yeah, I'll always choose to be
Know it's really hard
When I'm strumming the guitar
Writing songs, they're just for me
Help me see straight in the dark
It's the burden of the times
Feel like no one is alright
And my friends, they're just like me
But we all would rather lie, oh
I don't wanna cry all night, oh
Just know that I tried, that I tried, oh
Bet you're not surprised when I tell you that I'm sorry
Wish I'd stayed quiet all night, oh

God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?
God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?

God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?
God chooses to see what he wants to see
Choosing me with no empathy
Blue honeys with some blue jeans
Is this real life or the movies?