"ill live forever" lyrics

I lost a friend May 18th, 2012
I lost my mind, spent the whole night in a cell
I jumped a fence and broke my knee on the ground
I saw the end and felt the blood flowing down
I dug a hole in the backyard meant for you
Placed a bet on my own heart: I can't lose
Oh I can't lose, oh I can't lose
My lies feel more like the truth
Can't get more human than you

Oh I'll live forever [x9]

Are you my enemy?
Feel like a friend to me
You have a tendency to waste my time
Is it a youthful lust?
Is it a truthful love?
Is it me, you or us?
I can't decide

Fucking up the love
I wish I could be dead for you, my love
There's something about
There's nothing allowed
It's cold to the touch but I can't get enough

Sunny day, sunny day
We on the beach, runaway
Lots of sharks
Life is art
Lots of blood (in my heart)

Oh I'll live forever [x9]