"pressure" lyrics

How much pressure can I take in one life?
How much do you think people change in one night?
Even when the shit get hard I'm alright
Even when the night get dark its all light
I love to get out and then go back in
I'll invite em out and send em packin
I look at my life like how this happen
I am not a clown so why you laughing?

I love ugly shit I love when everything is fucked up
I love stupid shit I love when you won't give me no love
I'm still with the people that I came with in the first place
What's the point of trying if u ain't gonna aim for first place?
I love acting extra when I'm manic
Acting OD
I surround myself with friends that barely even know me
I couldn't get lower
Like I fumbled
I'm at bedrock
Every time I speak I know they listen like a ted talk
Yeah I feel like porn without the sex boy
You must be a stoma way u talking out the neck boy
Why are u still talkin?
He said quiet on the set boy
This is just my normal
I got no reason to flex boy
Probably should be heading home
I think its getting dark out
Guess I'll go ahead alone
Yeah this where I depart now
I should clip my wings, and black my eyes
And rip my heart out
Every time I go I wish it'd end
Like why'd I start now?

How much pressure can I take in one life?
How much do you think people change in one night?
Even when the shit get hard I'm alright
Even when the night get dark its all light
I love to get out and then go back in
I'll invite em out and send em packin
I look at my life like how this happen
I am not a clown so why you laughing?