"Styx" lyrics

Every line is about who I don't wanna write about
My shelter from cold
Where these nights get old
Born and raised way below
Where the silence swallows whole
I always start to stutter
So I wrote you a note

I was nervous dotting tees
Kept crossing my i's
As I wrote down all the things
I've never realized
I watched my world burn down
Just to see you smile
She feels like home
From the paint to chipped tiles

I walk by myself
Cross the Styx I pray for help
Long nights, my hotel
Losing sleep living in hell

I'm not the man
Your mom and daddy promised
I'm just a wreck if I'm being honest
I'm a mistake they'll never acknowledge
I started touring never went to college

She's dying to be loved
I'm dying to be held
We both running scared from the promises we failed
Tryna make sense of the silence that we built
Got no turns to miss when you're running up hill

I walk by myself
Cross the Styx I pray for help
Long nights, my hotel
Losing sleep living in hell

I walk by myself
Cross the Styx I pray for help
Long nights, my hotel
Losing sleep living in hell