"Heart Scar" lyrics

I'm stuck inside my ways
I've been up for days
I can't even articulate the things I wanna say
So sick of feeling right
I try to turn the page
And I get so emotional that I just walk away
Ain't surrounded by these demons
So I fall into the Bible
Ain't a phase, it ain't a season

I'm prepared my arrival
You don't see it when I'm praying
The opposite of survival
I won't tell you that I quit
'Cause this ain't it
It's a revival
But every single ounce of what I had
Until this music gets fine
Yeah, you don't understand what feeling useless say

I'm stuck inside my ways
I've been up for days
I can't even articulate the things I wanna say
So sick of feeling right
I try gotta turn the page
And I get so emotional that I just walk away

I try but can't describe all of the pain
I feel inside of me
Try to let you know
But it's apparent that it's hard to see
The liquor and cocaine
Brought out depression suicidally
I'm praying to expel all of the drama from about me

You say you love me
But I promise you, you really don't
You love the lyrics that I'm singing on the radio
My person reality is hard to even get to
The pain inside my heart that made it cold

Hey, I'm stuck inside my ways
I've been up for days
I can't even articulate the things I wanna say
So sick of feeling right
I try to turn the page
And I get so emotional that I just walk away
Emotional that I just walk away