"Slowly Fade" lyrics

I've been feeling like I'm slowly watching myself slip away
I don't know why I lay and cry
Like today's my last day
I should feel so happy that all these people see our likes and fame
I should feel so blessed
But every day I feel insane
Between a rock and a hard place

But I think that's my place
Between the dumb and the smart place
But maybe I should fade away
It's the fear I get in my element
But my elements migrate
So my smiles are fake
'Cause it's the only way
For me to keep my demons away

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Every day I'm haunted by the person that I used to be
'Cause I leave them out the day
And they were using me
No matter what I'm doing
They constantly end up screwing me
Screwing me
They got no idea what they do to me

I'm between a rock and a hard place
But I think that's my place
Between the dumb and the smart place
But maybe I should fade away
It's the fear I get in my element
But my elements migrate
So my smile is fake
'Cause it's the only way
For me to keep my demons away
Me, to keep my demons away

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Every day I'm haunted by the person that I used to be
'Cause of you, I'm fighting
They don't mean they were using me
No matter what I'm doing
I'm constantly out here screwing me
Screwing me
They got no idea what they do to me

Do to me