"Equals" lyrics

I just wanna be equals
Without all the feeble attempts to hurt you
Because it's not what I want

But if you needed some space
You should have told me
The only thing you told was
Butterflies will hold me when it's cold
To anyone who's willing to be warm

Reacclimate to someone is better than I was
But it don't want to think of what he does
No, I don't want to think of what he does

Jesus Christ
I don't wanna think before I die
I don't want to be the one sacrifice for what you did
Oh my God
The doors are closing quicker than I thought
Fear that I would become the person that you are
We were just kids

Roll call in homeroom
A class we didn't go to
Cause we're leaving after lunch
To anywhere that we can sit alone and talk
I only wish I had known when we were young

But sometimes people want to die
And that's alright
Yeah, that's alright
Yeah, that's alright
Yeah, that's alright

But is it alright
To spend these six whole months that I thought I was fine
And I know you did everything to just keep me alive
And I know, I know there's nothing left for you here

I wanna be equals, be equals, be equals
I just never imagined a future without you
And I guess that's my fault
That's my fault
That's my fault
That's my fault