"another seventeen" lyrics

Woke up, sweating on Tuesday
I had been running circles inside my head at night
Stared at the ceiling
What am I feeling?
I'm ready to turn back off the light

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go of seventeen
Let go of seventeen

By now, I should be over the things that "I'm over"
But somehow it still lingers on, yeah
I'm still afraid of the dark and the space between
When you speak

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go of seventeen
(Let go of seventeen)

Sit in the shower
Same song for an hour
Closing my eyes and seeing green
Faking my feelings
Falling to my knees

I'm such a hypocrite
And I'm scared of all the things I wanna be
Feel like an idiot
Don't wanna let go of seventeen
Let go of seventeen