"Styrofoam" lyrics

I kept myself from stuttering
Talking to myself again
I sold my soul to the devil
Just hoping we could still be friends
But I don't know

It's a long time spending alone
When I go home
It all feels styrofoam

I built myself a heaven
And I built myself a bride
She said she once considered it
Almost tried suicide
But I don't know

It's just a long time being alone
In this dull world
It all feels styrofoam

I racked my mind remembering
Both times that I went wrong
These days I'm always wondering
Why I'd wait so damn long

But it all came down to you
Caught a feeling outta the blue
I thought I was someone else
Somebody new I suppose

She took my pills and medicine
She hung me out to dry
She took my braids and buttons
And made a fool out of I
But I'll admit

I've spent a long time dreaming of death
In my sick head
Someone you won't ever fucking miss
Yeah I got bit

Cause it's just a long time being alone
In this dumb world
It all feels styrofoam