"Reason 2 Breathe" lyrics

Look, I'm sorry about all the stuff I said about you earlier
And I don't, actually even really care what the world thinks about me anymore

I was there for you when you really needed
Who gave you everything still didn't see yeah
That was me and all those things I said I meant to you
And probably gon' talk about it to another dude
But I'm the only one that really knows you
Guess I gotta outgrow you

[?] and I keep on breathing
'Cause I felt so alone and I'm sleeping
All the time my mind's overthinking
Hours go by like I haven't even blinked yet
See my phone light up and I know it's you
Probably telling me you're home and it comes through
No I can't, not anymore
Don't you remember you walked out the door

Well I hop onto the elevator to the top floor
Looking at the view but you always want more
Used to always tell me I was someone you adore
Now I'm just somebody that you always ignore

Why is everything complicated
With you I was dedicated
My temper been elevated
I'd rather be medicated
Rather than reality
This shit isn't fun to me
Wishing on my downfall
Putting on my fatality

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

[?] and I keep on breathing
'Cause I felt so alone and I'm sleeping
All the time my mind's overthinking
Hours go by like I haven't even blinked yet
See my phone light up and I know it's you
Probably telling me you're home and it comes through
No I can't, not anymore
Don't you remember you walked out the door

Do you think it's too late for me?
What?
I mean am I just doomed to be the person that I am
It's not too late for me, is it?