"Make It Better" lyrics

I just wanna
Be at a level where I feel like normal
Nothing special, just like me
But on a good day, that's all I want

Nothing clever
I've tried perfection and it takes forever
I'd be happy to observe feelings that hurt
That's all I really want

That's all I really want
To get my life together the way I really want
Would that make it better?
Would that make it better
Or am I stuck in my old ways?

Just sinking
Maybe I'm drowning, am I overthinking?
I twist and I turn, a safety pattern I've learned
But is that what I really want?

'Cause all I really want
Is to get my life together the way I really want
Would that make it better?
Would that make it better
Or am I stuck in my old ways?

I wish that I could see myself how you see me
Petals falling from the flowers that you leave
Be more than just a name that everyone repeats
But would that make it better?
Would that make it better?

Is that what I really want?
'Cause what I really want
Is to get my life together the way I really want
Would that make it better?
Would that make it better?

I just wanna
Be at a level where I feel like normal
Nothing special, just like me
But on a good day, that's all I really want