"Pipe Dream (Extended Version)" lyrics

I wish somebody had said
"Walk away now to be happy"
A decade over my head
There's nothing else for me
I've never fallen in love
Too selfish to have babies
No, I'm not in a rush
But I've been thinking lately

Am I getting too old?
Am I getting too old
To be smoking from my pipe dream?
It was cute when I was just about eighteen
It's killing from the inside out
I'd scream
But I think I lost the voice inside me, yeah
Pipe dream
I've been smoking, I've been smoking it
Pipe dream
Maybe tomorrow I'll finally quit

I wish the world caught on fire
Or we could know when it was ending
Then maybe all my desire
Could be simplified to living
I'd kiss someone in a bar
Take all my money, I'm risking
And when I play my guitar
I wouldn't be thinking

Am I getting too old?
Am I getting too old
To be smoking from my pipe dream?
It was cute when I was just about eighteen
It's killing from the inside out
I'd scream
But I think I lost the voice inside me, yeah
Pipe dream
I've been smoking, I've been smoking it
Pipe dream
Maybe tomorrow I'll finally quit