"If I Had Stayed" lyrics

I'm wondering who you and I would
If I had stayed
Would we be like we promised
With two kids and our student loans paid
Wouldn't we solve the world's problems
On a book tar from Canada to Spain
Or would we delete those toxic gaps
And sail away without a trace
Would it take back all the strength
That I found without you here
Or would we finally find a way
To do it right my dear
Cause you said I left you broken
And that I'd never be replaced
So I asked do you still wonder who we'd be if I chose to stay
Or did you find your way