"I Say Love" lyrics

I'm falling to my grave
You messed me up again
And I can't take it, your eyes
Made me feel anxious, my god
I miss your legs on my dash
On the way to your dads
Who never liked me
I'm guessing I'm not ready for love

And I was hoping that we'd see this through but I don't know
And now I'm broken, overthinking 'bout my future now
Tell me a story that I don't already know
Then I could try to let go

Now I say love
Was meant to be difficult
I say love
Was meant to be toxic
Now I say love
I say love
I say love was meant for us

You drove here in your car
Then crashed it in my yard
I didn't mind though
Your laugh made me forget about it
And I'm so used to doing everything I know you like
And now you're walking out that door because you know I'm right

And I was hoping that we'd see this through but I don't know
And now I'm broken, overthinking 'bout my future now
Tell me a story that I don't already know
Then I could try to let go

Now I say love
Was meant to be difficult
I say love
Was meant to be toxic
Now I say love
I say love
I say love was meant for us

Say we're too young to be falling in love
But if I didn't break you how else would I learn
Oh shit, I did it again
Tell me where does it end
Maybe I'm too innocent
And I been fighting all my demons
You get mad but ain't got reasons
For leaving
Can you please pick up the phone
Reminiscing what we had
Wishing I could take that back
Don't know where we went off track
Don't give me a second chance
To hold you, I need you
But I guess that I'm scared to admit that
So don't be knocking at my door
There's somebody out there who needs you more

Now I say love
Was meant to be difficult
I say love
Was meant to be toxic
Now I say love
I say love
I say love was meant for us

Now I say love
Was meant to be difficult
I say love
Was meant to be toxic
Now I say love
I say love
I say love was meant for us