"on my own" lyrics

One, two, three, four
Wake up check my phone I got my pride on the line
Hang up 'cause I don't got no time for all of my lies
Makeup I try to cover up myself and disguise
But I don't want to hide it feels like
I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own
Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road
My sense of truth my component
I just pray they don't notice
Paranoia what I gotta let go

Uh, I don't know where to begin
I got like 2,000 people tryna point out my sins
It sounds like you tryna kill me for the places I been
But forget that Jesus walked with people struggling within
So I guess I'm on my own now
But it's okay 'cause I'm with the one who's in control now
Don't hesitate to feel embraced 'cause son you home now
So I guess I'm home bound
Packed up my bags and told my friends no time to slow down

One, two, three, four
Wake up check my phone I got my pride on the line
Hang up 'cause I don't got no time for all of my lies
Makeup I try to cover up myself and disguise
But I don't want to hide it feels like
I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own
Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road
My sense of truth my component
I just pray they don't notice
Paranoia what I gotta let go
I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own
Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road
My sense of truth my component
I just pray they don't notice
Paranoia what I gotta let go

I'm wanting things to change
I had your 2 cents in my pocket it bought nothing but shame
Now I see life with range
I met a Father up in Heaven and He called me by name
I'm wanting things to change
I had your 2 cents in my pocket it bought nothing but shame
Now I see life with range
I met a Father up in Heaven and He called me by name

I can't seem to do this thing called life on my own
Try my best to keep my grip not swerve off the road
My sense of truth my component
I just pray they don't notice
Paranoia what I gotta let go
Laytah