"clover" lyrics

Couple big songs but the same old me
And talking to my friends drains all my energy
And I know of this place that's filled with memories
And I'm so toxic way too often, it's my tendency

And I been
Fucking over all my friends in the process
And I'm not being rude, I'm exploring my options
And I don't sleep right 'cause it fuck with my conscience
Four-leaf clover but I fucked up and lost it
And I been
Fucking over all my friends in the process
And I'm not being rude, I'm exploring my options
And I don't sleep right 'cause it fuck with my conscience
Four-leaf clover but I fucked up and lost it

I been bored, I been chilling at the skate park
And even if I tried I'm pretty sure I couldn't skate far
They say that life's a movie, I don't think that I'm the main part
One day I'ma skip town, get away inside a freight car
And I could sing a hundred songs
And I could think a hundred thoughts
And I could right a hundred wrongs
But my life's fucked so it won't be long

And if I'm being honest, I just needed a friend
And I been trying so hard to get this weight off my chest
And I been tryna write songs, tryna catch my breath
I only like my hooks so here we go again

And I been
Fucking over all my friends in the process
And I'm not being rude, I'm exploring my options
And I don't sleep right 'cause it fuck with my conscience
Four-leaf clover but I fucked up and lost it
And I been
Fucking over all my friends in the process
And I'm not being rude, I'm exploring my options
And I don't sleep right 'cause it fuck with my conscience
Four-leaf clover but I fucked up and lost it