"grapes" lyrics

I know things have changed
But I hope we're still the same
'Cause I don't miss many things
We both know I can't say your name

If I die right now, just tell me, would you miss me?
If I stop this car, just tell me, would you kiss me?
If I spoke my heart, just tell me, would you listen?
I'd give you anything if you'd just let me

So I'll call you, "My dear"
And we'll piss away the years
And I'll tell you I love you if that's what you wanted to hear
I'll say almost whatever
'Cause this is forever
I meant when I said it, for real, for real
I don't know what the deal is
I just know how I'm feeling
And I just hope that this is the real thing

And I told myself, "I won't say this"
But I've been out, fucking famous hoes
That live in Orange County
But now that we've met, girl, they can't come around me
Oh-oh, don't know what I did
But I-I am sorry for it
And you-ou could say I'm not shit
But I'd believe it 'cause it came from your lips

If I die right now, just tell me, would you miss me?
If I stop this car, just tell me, would you kiss me?
If I spoke my heart, just tell me, would you listen?
I'd give you anything if you'd just let me

Call you, "My dear"
And we'll piss away the years
And I'll tell you I love you if that's what you wanted to hear
I'll say almost whatever
'Cause this is forever
I meant when I said it, for real, for real
I don't know what the deal is
I just know how I'm feeling
And I just hope that this is the real thing

And I fucked up, yeah, I know that
But you don't want me to go back home
'Cause you hate being alone
And I hate to say it, but

I know things have changed
But I hope we're still the same
'Cause I don't miss many things
We both know I can't say your name

So I'll call you, "My dear"
And we'll piss away the years
And I'll tell you I love you if that's what you wanted to hear
I'll say almost whatever
'Cause this is forever
I meant when I said it, for real, for real
I don't know what the deal is
I just know how I'm feeling
And I just hope that this is the real thing