"Disease" lyrics

It starts to eat at me
I'm giving into my disease
I want to feel something
I give it every part of me

I want to breathe it in
I want to feel it in my skin
I think it's what I need
I hear it calling out to me

I've been holding myself up way too long
Reaching so high left me so low
Am I the problem, am I the victim
Or the cause of my disease

I let it eat at me
I start to like the way it feels
Consuming parts of me
I never wanted to reveal

I start to fuck it up
I'm losing people close to me
I crave the sudden rush
I wanna, I wanna

Pull myself apart
And start to build again
Reach right through my scars
I wanna feel something

I've been holding myself up way too long
Reaching so high left me so low
Am I the problem, am I the victim
Or the cause of my disease

I've been holding myself up way too long
Reaching so high left me so low
Am I the problem, am I the victim
Or the cause of my di-

I've been holding myself up way too long
Reaching so high left me so low
Am I the problem, am I the victim
Or the cause of my disease