"Dead Dreams" lyrics

I'm stuck in circles can't find a way out
I've gotten too close I'll give into my doubt
I'm sailing towards the sun
The static is getting louder now
My head is in the clouds
I'm upside down

Guess I thought that I'd find myself
But I found out I'm somebody else
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams
I'm holding on to what I know
I won't fall asleep before I grow
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams

Stuck in black and white I can't figure it out
I've been wading the gray all my life but now
I see color ahead but I can't reach without having to drown
I'm alive in my sleep, but I don't feel it now

Guess I thought that I'd find myself
But I found out I'm somebody else
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams
I'm holding on to what I know
I won't fall asleep before I grow
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams

Is it meant to be
I'm rising off my feet
Visions of misery
My mind is leaving me

I've watched it rip away all of my memories
I tried to pick myself up but every bone in my body breaks
I'm just another soul for an unrelenting mind to take
Is this all that's left for me?

Guess I thought that I'd find myself
But I found out I'm somebody else
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams
I'm holding on to what I know
I won't fall asleep before I grow
Tell me how I'll survive these dead dreams