"Backseat" lyrics

I'm just hiding from emotion
To afraid that I would lose you
My heart would be so broken
But maybe that's what I need

Now I'm closing the door
Cause the one I love most
Doesn't know what I'm feeling
And I'm flowing in thoughts
Through a river that's lost
Is this all my fault?

All the times I've waited up for you
(You never cared about me)
My smiles lying on your backseat
(Did you ever care about me?)
I tried to be happy
But I don't wanna be someone else
I need to be honest with my self

I'd be happier without you
Achieve everything I want too
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
I wish it was all that easy

Now I'm slamming the door
Cause the girl I love most
Doesn't know what I'm feeling
And I'm flowing in thoughts
Through a river that's lost
Is this all my fault?

All the times I've waited up for you
(You never cared about me)
My smiles lying on your backseat
(Did you ever care about me?)
I tried to be happy
But I don't wanna be someone else
I need to be honest with my self
You don't care about me
You don't care about me
You don't care about me
No you don't