"At Times" lyrics

Yeah
It costs a lot to live free
About as aloof as the bottom of the sea
At times it's just me
I was raised to find peace, I guess my mind ease like
Like low tide in the spring and
And now lucid, I reside in my dreams and the stars
And what I mean is I'll fall apart at the seams at times
And still seamless
You just seen less
And you don't get how big the picture is, so relax

So many woes
I must've made bags if you reap what you sow
'Cause I gotta secure it
And I love ugly on me
Got me walking as the purest
Take a journey to the sunken place to see what the allure is
I might get stuck
And like a sacrificial lamb, I'm in the cut, philosophically
Like the back of hand, I know my stuff
Built from Socrates, I stand
Like the sand in my Chucks from the beach a couple months back
And my life went pretty sweet when giving fucks passed
You feel the pump, air?
I wrote this on a comment sent from sun flares
It's always kinda ominous, the obelisk came from here
It's more the opposite, my options been infused
With that of God's and my words may leave in awe or confused
Or at odds, I just want you at a loss
Fuck it

The only person to see me sober is my drug dealer
And my mom
The only person to see me sober is my drug dealer
Yeah, still writing songs

Yeah
It costs a lot to live free
About as aloof as the bottom of the sea
Yeah, at times it's just me
I was raised to find peace, I guess my mind ease like
Like low tide in the spring and
And now lucid, I reside in my dreams and the stars
And what I mean is I'll fall apart at the seams at times
Still seamless
You just seen less
And you don't get how big the picture is, so relax