"If There Really Is A God" lyrics

We ran through it all
Maybe now I'm grown
I'll be less naive
Thinking you mean me no harm
Nobody and no money
Can make me feel the way you do
But you're so far outta reach
This ain't how it's supposed to be

I have been wishing on a star
I have been manifesting
I have been praying in the dark
I have been wondering
If there really is a God
Then why would She do this to me?

It's so cruel
So fill my heart with fire
That only burns for you
And it's so unfair
That I was so close
That I could touch it
Never on it, no

Nobody and no money
Can break me down the way you do
But I'm so scared that I don't know
Who I am without you

I have been wishing on a star
I have been manifesting
I have been praying in the dark
I have been wondering
If there really is a God
Then why would She do this to me?

Have you ever loved somebody so bad
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
If there really is a God
Then why would she do this to me?
To me

Have you ever loved somebody so bad
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
If there really is a God
Then why would she do this to me?
To me, yeah

I have been wishing on a star
I have been praying in the dark
Have you ever loved someone (I've been wondering) so bad
(If there really is a God)