"citizen kane" lyrics

I'm close to the grave
My hell is all gray
There's nobody knocking
And my phone doesn't ring
Got a whole bunch of pain
That don't mean a thing
'Cause I'm all alone
I'm all alone

I'm turning to dust
I'm looking around
There's all of these rooms
But there's no one in the house
I'm here at the top
And it's just like they said
It's lonely as hell and
No one [?]
Oh no

I would give up all of my money
I would give up all of my cheers
Just to have somebody
Somebody who could come and sit with me
You know it really is funny
It could take all your life just to find
Something you had the whole time
Yeah

I bought a new car
It's one of a kind
It ain't got a roof
And it goes 195
And now I don't see the point
There's no one to drive
I have a [?]

I'm citizen Kane
All that I want
Is something I know
Can never really be bought
Oh here at the top
It is just like they said
I'm all alone, alone
Alone, lone , alone
Again

I would give up all of my money
I would give up all of my cheers
Just to have somebody
Somebody who could come and sit with me
You know it really is funny
It could take all your life just to find
Something you had the whole time
Yeah