"Mad It's My Fault" lyrics

I would rather you hurt me 'cause I hate hurting you
And I'm learning just what my words can do
And I know that I'm not here earnin' you
But I'm tryin', oh, I'm tryin'
All those late nights we'd sit in silence
I bow my head and pray to God for guidance
'Cause I'm messin' up
Oh, I'm messin' up

I can't go to sleep if we've been fightin', I don't know
I can't breathe if we're divided, feel so low
I've been feelin' weak inside when you don't call
I'm not mad at your hurtin', I'm just mad it's my fault

What I say is not enough, I can't pick you up
I can't feel your love, will love be enough?
'Cause you kill off someone who you won't stay with
And I don't wanna know the things that you're debatin'
Please talk to me, please hold my hand
Walk with me, please understand
That I never wanted to hurt you
And I know that I don't deserve you

I can't go to sleep if we've been fightin', I don't know
I can't breathe if we're divided, feel so low
I've been feelin' weak inside when you don't call
I'm not mad at your hurtin', I'm just mad it's my fault
If we've been fightin', I don't know
I can't breathe if we're divided, feel so low
I've been feelin' weak inside when you don't call
I'm not mad at your hurtin', I'm just mad it's my fault