"grit" lyrics

Tell me something I don't know
Always on my back about quitting this shit
But I won't stop

You take and you take
Just one more slip and I'll break
It feels like every time I stop
I'm pulled right back in
Stuck in my place
I can't bare to look at my face
Cause every time I do
I'm met with disgrace

Life has got its hold on me and I'm never getting back
It's like a vice grip twisting and its tearing apart
But I know I'm not gonna crack
It's got a hold of me
And I'm the enemy
I know you're not a friend to me
Cause you're the one dumb thing that I started with
Cause you're the one fucked thing I should've parted with
And I'm done

It's like every time I try to stop
There's something pulling me in

What a contradiction this whole ordeal
I'm not usually the type to lie and steal
But in our best interests, I must confess
I'm still stuck with these feelings I choose to repress
I'm still stuck in the same old fucking ways since day one
I don't need your help