"Symphony" lyrics

I used to dream
Now I just sleep
Feeling distant from who I used to be
Where did I lose my faith
I don't know when
Hiding scars underneath

Used to be sure
But not anymore
Watching my fate
Fall from grace to the floor
Could I go back to before
Young and secure
I can't hear the way that it was

All that plays in my head is a symphony
Every note sounds sad to me
Wait till it's over
The pains almost gone
But it starts again on repeat
It replays in my head like a symphony
Here I am singing along one more night
Then it starts all over again
I hold every note real close
Cause now it's all that I have

It's hard letting go
This tortured my soul
Watching everyone be happy but no
It's never me cause I'm always the one along
Nights like this start getting old

All that plays in my head is a symphony
Every note sounds sad to me
Wait till it's over
The pains almost gone
But it starts again on repeat
It replays in my head like a symphony
Here I am singing along one more night
Then it starts all over again
I hold every note real close
Cause now it's all that I have

Daydream in past tense
Tomorrow feels so empty
I can't see the future
But I'ma go find where I've been

All that plays in my head is a symphony
Every note sounds sad to me
Wait till it's over
The pains almost gone
But it starts again on repeat
It replays in my head like a symphony
Here I am singing along one more night
Then it starts all over again
I hold every note real close
Cause now it's all that I have