"blight" lyrics

Dear diary, I've been ripped out the seams
Left to spoil and mold (Spoil and mold)
'Cause this side of me doesn't think properly
He's just bitter and cold (Bitter and cold)
I live in a dream, my whole world's make believe
At least that's what I'm told (That's what I'm told)
Put some distance between, how I talk in my sleep
And what's under control (What's under control)
Just let me be, I'm not craving a thing
I don't eat when I'm home (Eat when I'm home), I'm
Busy losing some sleep over thoughts running freely
Inside of my dome

Oh, ah, oh (What the heck, I woke up and said, "What is this?" Hahaha)
Oh, ah, oh (What do we have here? It's so sweet, it's so sweet)
(Fuck!)
Oh, ah, oh ([?], so sweet, what the hell)
Oh, ah, oh (I love you)

Dear diary, I-I-I-I- ripped out the seams
Left to spoil and m- (Spoil and mold)
'Cause this side of me doesn't think properly
He's just bitter and c- (Bitter and cold)
I live in a dream, my whole world's make believe
At least that's what I'm told (That's what I'm told)
Put some distance between, how I talk in my sleep
And what's under contr- (Under control; J-J-J-J)
Just let me be, I'm not craving a thing
I don't eat when I'm home (Eat when I'm home), I'm
Busy losing some sleep over thoughts running freely
Inside of my dome

Dear diary, I-I-I-I- ripped out the seams
Left to spoil and m- (Spoil and mold)
'Cause this side of me doesn't think properly
He's just bitter and cold