"boy on the internet" lyrics

(As far back as I can remember, I always wanted to be a gangster)

[guardin:]
I'm free falling out the back of the window
Back to when things were so simple
Now I've got nothing left
I'm just some boy on the internet
We won't talk, we'll just sit here in limbo
Looking for signs and some symbols
Something we'll never see
Now we're just high on the memory

[cr1tter:]
Can you feel me through the screen?
Can you tell me what it means
When I pour my guts out, and you leave me on seen?
I just lost a friend, I just lost a lover
Walking on a tight rope with my eyes covered
I don't wanna fight, no, I don't wanna crush her
I feel like a psycho when I'm off the uppers (cr1tter)
Uppers, downers
I just miss being around her
Another lie, another high, another compromise
I can't wait no more, I'll be gone tonight
Go through Hell to see the Heaven in her eyes
She treat me bad, I treat her well, it's no suprise

[guardin:]
I'm free falling out the back of the window
Back to when things were so simple
Now I've got nothing left
I'm just some boy on the internet
We won't talk, we'll just sit here in limbo
Looking for signs and some symbols
Something we'll never see
Now we're just high on the memory

My recollections alluding to lust
Pickin' my brain until it self-destructs
Something inside of me's calling your bluff
Calling your bluff (Calling your bluff)
This little travesty lies in the rough
Thought I'd get over it, but I'm still stuck
Endless, this cycle, and it's off the cuff
I'm not enough

I'm free falling out the back of the window
Back to when things were so simple
Now I've got nothing left
I'm just a boy on the internet