"nobody" lyrics

I just wanna be a better person, you know?
Someone they can look up to
I got five trees left in this bag and I don't think that's enough to stay happy all week

Baby I'm locked in my head
Thinkin' these dark thoughts again
Jot it in pen
Smokin' all night and I fight with the demon that's under my bed
Hopin' I win
Corner myself till it's gone
Burn all these images drawn
Where'd I go wrong?
Just tryna cope with the fact that I'm different, I do not belong
Cause I feel like I'm gone
And you know that I'm fucked up
So fuck me till I shut up
Baby you know that I've changed
Crying, I'm sick and deranged
Blunt after blunt just to rid of the pain
I got a tendency of just runnin' away

Let's just run away
We can skip and dip for days
I got suicidal tendencies
Like fifty shades of gray
I'm the cloud above your stage
Got me cryin', make it rain
When it's over, I'll be sober
Sippin' water with my bae

Baby I'm locked in my head
Thinkin' these dark thoughts again
Jot it in pen
Smokin' all night and I fight with the demon that's under my bed
Hopin' I win
Corner myself till it's gone
Burn all these images drawn
Where'd I go wrong?
Just tryna cope with the fact that I'm different, I do not belong
Cause I feel like I'm gone
And you know that I'm fucked up
So fuck me till I shut up
Baby you know that I've changed
Crying, I'm sick and deranged
Blunt after blunt just to rid of the pain
I got a tendency of just runnin' away