"selfsabotage" lyrics

It don't feel the same
Tell me who's to blame
I'm all by myself
Hiding what's to tell
Oh, how I would change
If I only knew how
Self inflicted pain
I'm tryna find a hand reach out

Yeah, if I could understand how to burn these habits
I'll burn these bridges down
'Cause it feels like I'm half the man I used to be
'Cause what I seem to like and do
Are two completely different things
I like you, but what I end up doing is nothing short of

Self sabotage
All I seem to do is think about moving on
I can't help, but self sabotage
I really struggle with what I want
I really struggle with
Self sabotage (Oh-oh-oh)
Self sabotage (Oh, yeah)

Even if I love it to death
There's always something newer
Yeah, I'll give it my best for you
'Cause I don't wanna be a loser
I don't wanna be the one that gave up
Don't wanna be a pick and chooser
So, darling, can't you save us?
'Cause I should've been there sooner
I should've shown up for myself
But I let it creep too deep
And now there's nobody else
It's just you and me
I think I need some help
I think I'll do it next week