"losing u" lyrics

At the end of the day, I'll admit I was blind
For ignoring the rumors and all warning signs
But I wasn't ready to live out a curse
Cast by some twisted boy who went after me first
I know how it goes, they find out what you like
Put on an act and conceal what's inside
Pretend they're not full of the danger beneath all the lies
Wait a few months, then they slowly reveal
Nothing about how they acted was real
And once you realize it's too late to change how you feel

I think I'm losing you to a version I never knew
It came out of nowhere like rain in July
Memories haunting, you were all that I wanted
Delicate skies turned to dark stormy nights
I never asked for what you couldn't give
All of those lies that you'll never admit
You brought out a side of me that I never knew
And I can't get that back 'cause it's stuck with the old you

I'm still holding on to the love we once had
'Cause it's so hard to give up, the hope it comes back
All I want is closure, I want proof we wouldn't work
So tell me you don't want this and I swear I'll take your word

I think I'm losing you to a version I never knew
It came out of nowhere like rain in July
Memories haunting, you were all that I wanted
Delicate skies turned to dark stormy nights
I never asked for what you couldn't give
All of those lies that you'll never admit
You brought out a side of me that I never knew
And I can't get that back 'cause it's stuck with you (You, ooh; Yeah)
It's stuck with the old you

I pretend it's not breaking me
Your trace is engraved in me
Oh, all but if this is counterfeit
Why am I still in love with it?

I think I'm losing you, you're a person I never knew
Now you want it back, but I'm not sure this time
'Cause I hate to relive all the things that I did
To say I was leaving so you'd finally try
I only ask for what you used to give
To say I'm too harsh like it's my fault you quit
You brought out a side of me that I never knew
I can't get that back 'til I get back the old you