"Checklist" lyrics

Been too long I'm wasted up strong
She knows my name, I don't recall hers, but
Oh well guess we're just old friends
She told me "you should know me" I laughed and said "hell I've
Never really met you, guess I just assumed had before"
She rolled her eyes and laughed too
Expecting something I wasn't ready for
Wasn't ready for

Nah don't wanna be part of your Checklist
Part of your reckless love
You seem a little too obsessive
All I gotta do is mess this up
Please mess this up
Please mess this up
Please mess this up

Anybody awake anybody awake
I could use a drink
(Walkin' to Snakes on the way back)
That was a mistake, that was a mistake but I'll learn from it
(Lump in my throat where my guilt trapped)
Left in the middle of the night
Once my body had caught up with my mind
Still feel a little weak inside
Ahh caved like a dog with no spine

I don't wanna be part of your Checklist
Part of your reckless love
You seem a little too obsessive
All I gotta do is mess this up
Please mess this up
Don't be the nice one
Please mess this up

And you all up in my space
Cut me down to stand the same
Take advantage of my pain
I'm involved with no one
Lately, I get stuck deep in reckless cycles
And she's just waiting 'till I'm gone
Too lost on love
Still sure I

Don't wanna be part of your Checklist
Part of your reckless love
You seem a little too obsessive
All I gotta do is mess this up
Please mess this up
Please mess this up
Please mess this up