"Not This Time" lyrics

Someone that I've never been is calling
Pulsing to be found
Lonely as eternity, frozen
Kept my distance from the crowd
It's killing me slowly

Not this time
I'm picking up the pieces that I used to love
I used to love
This time
I give myself a chance so I can be enough
For myself and start breathing again

Strangers that I've never met, tell me
How to walk my path
Questions that I've never asked, chase me
So show me who I am at last
No one could see that chaos in me

Not this time
I'm picking up the pieces that I used to love
I used to love
This time
I give myself a chance so I can be enough
For myself and start

I'm enough
To feel that I belong
Enough to shape my universe
Enough to love and grow so strong
Enough
To break this silent curse
I swear I'll find my path
My way home

Not this time
I'm picking up the pieces that I used to love (Used to love)
I used to love
This time
I give myself a chance so I can be enough
For myself and start breathing