"Critical Trust Issues" lyrics

When you tell me to my face
I'm the one and you're sure of it
I still don't believe you
And I feel so secure
Then have my doubts and I'm not sure of this
It's too good to be true

My future is a hostage to my past
And I hate that you're holding me while I'm still holding back
Just know that I've got

Critical trust issues
And I wish I could love you
Wish I could love you
Got every reason to
If rose-coloured glasses
Were everlasting
I'd say it back when you say forever
Wrap me in the holes of your sweater
But after all I've been through
I've got critical trust
Critical trust issues

The first one I ever loved
Made me fucking who I was
Got my hell, watched it grow
Switched up in a couple years
The next one after that
Said I was a psychopath
Asking questions like you did
What a fucking hypocrite

My future is a hostage to my past
And I hate that you're holding me while I'm still holding back
Just know that I've got

Critical trust issues
And I wish I could love you
Wish I could love you
Got every reason to
If rose-coloured glasses
Were everlasting
I'd say it back when you say forever
Wrap me in the holes of your sweater
But after all I've been through
I've got critical trust
Critical trust issues

Fall asleep, wake up and I'm sweating
Had a dream, I'll never forget it
I chased away my happy ending
I pray to God to help me fix my

Critical trust issues
And I wish I could love you
Wish I could love you
Got every reason to
If rose-coloured glasses
Were everlasting
I'd say it back when you say forever
Wrap me in the holes of your sweater
But after all I've been through
I've got critical trust
Critical trust issues

Wish I never had critical trust
Critical trust issues