"Dead Letters" lyrics

Writing dead letters to a girl that's gone
Retracing my steps to see where we went wrong
A waste of good ink and my precious time
She's gotten over me but she's still on my mind

Lonely weekdays they go by quick
Weekends alone just make me sick
This queen size bed it sure is cold
She's keeping me from finding someone to hold

I say I want love but I don't really try
It's hard to find a lover when I just hide
I'll tell you that I love you when she's dead
As long as she's living she's still in my head
I swear it ain't you it's only me
I've got no idea what the hell I need

Making bad decisions cause I'm stuck on her
Saying that it didn't when I knew it hurt
But if she came back I'd tell her to leave
I guess I'm out of luck you'd do the same to me

I say I want love but I don't really try
It's hard to find a lover when I just hide
I'll tell you that I love you when she's dead
As long as she's living she's still in my head
I swear it ain't you it's only me
I've got no idea what the hell I need

I swear it ain't you it's only me
I've got no idea what the hell I need