"Knocking" lyrics

I've been knocking
I've been knocking
This was always in the plans
I might even hurt my hands
Btu I ain't stopping
Not an option
I'm 'a knock 'til someone hears
Close the door on all my fears

Follow my path. I don't need a new way
I'm changing tomorrow working today
No minds on mimes. I don't hear what they say
Tryna catch a break
Think I need new prey

It feels I've been on the outside of an inside joke
They can never break
Only bend my hope
And I'm tryna clean the slate
Never lend my soap
But days on the loop got me at the end of my rope

Hear me
Can't you hear me?
Yeah
Knocking on that door
'Til they can't ignore. Be sure

I've been knocking
I've been knocking
This was always in the plans
I might even hurt my hands
Btu I ain't stopping
Not an option
I'm 'a knock 'til someone hears
Close the door on all my fears

Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock
Who's home?
Don't leave me out here alone
I don't wanna be on my own

You hear more nos than you hear yeses
Deficit of answers, surplus of guesses
Want more relief, want less stresses
Dropped out of school but really the test is happening outside the building
How you play your cards, if you never get dealed in?
Honestly, I'm tryna do better for my children
So, I can promise you until then

I've been knocking
I've been knocking
This was always in the plans
I might even hurt my hands
Btu I ain't stopping
Not an option
I'm 'a knock 'til someone hears
And close the door on all my fears

Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock
Who's home?
Don't leave me out here alone
I don't wanna be on my own

Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock
Who's there?
I just need someone who cares
I just need someone who dares
To let me in