"IHATEMYSELF" lyrics

Here I go again, terrified myself
I suffocated in these walls I've built up
I'm no good at self love
And I've wasted I've wasted my time

I'm terrible to myself
I'm terrible to myself
Ooh
I hate myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate myself

I look for happiness in the bottom of a glass
Drowning in the deep thoughts of an egomaniac
I'm making enemies all the bullies in my mind
They try to hurt me but it was me the whole time

I'm terrible to myself
I'm terrible to myself
Ooh
I hate myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate myself

I crawl around on the ceiling
Pull me down but I'm liking how it's feeling
Here I go again I'm fighting with my manic head
I'm losing grip of it
Tempered little fits
Mantras on my tongue
But nothing ever sticks
Battle with the love and the hate of myself
Wishing I could be somebody, swapping for somebody else

I stuck around a while and I heard you called me brave
But all I did was wake up and live another day
I hate myself

I'm terrible to myself
I'm terrible to myself
Ooh
I hate myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate myself