"Heads Sick" lyrics
Yeah
I guess I'm sorry, mama and I'm sorry, dad
I wish that you ain't have to go through this again
But my heads sick and my heart hurts and I need to say some shit before I leave this earth
I poison myself, I'm poisoning her
I'm burning myself, I love how it hurts
My books on the shelf, my feet in the dirt
I'm struggling bad to see what I'm worth
I'm sorry girl, I wish that you ain't have to see me like this
My body cold, tell them I want them to leave me like this
Nobody knows like I ain't been screaming for help in this bitch
I'm getting old, it feel like I can't help myself in this bitch
This ain't nobody's fault, I put the blame on myself
Cause now she cry when we talk and that make me hate myself
I feel awake when I'm not, this can't be good for my health
I guess them demons we fight finally took me to hell
I'm sorry girl, I wish that I could have just loved you
I'm sorry girl that you was the one I'd run to you
Cause you don't deserve all the shit you was hearing me say
Like how I fucking hate this life and want to carry it away
Or how I feel stuck in the box and all the walls closing
Put my ashes in a box and spread me in the ocean
Now I'm really on the edge, I can't get any closure
I hope you find this note I wrote you and it gives you closure
Now you can find me in them sunsets that we used to watch
You can smell me in the air on tracks that we used to walk
Don't make yourself go crazy thinking about how I used to talk
You can hear me through the trains when you go to our spot
Now you can find me in them sunsets that we used to watch
You can smell me in the air on tracks that we used to walk
Don't make yourself go crazy thinking about how I used to talk
You can hear me through the trains when you go to our spot
Yeah
I hope you go to our spot
Yeah
I hope you go to our spot
I hope you go to our spot
Yeah
I guess I'm sorry, mama and I'm sorry, dad
I wish that you ain't have to go through this again
But my heads sick and my heart hurts and I need to say some shit before I leave this earth
I poison myself, I'm poisoning her
I'm burning myself, I love how it hurts
My books on the shelf, my feet in the dirt
I'm struggling bad to see what I'm worth
I guess I'm sorry, mama and I'm sorry, dad
I wish that you ain't have to go through this again
But my heads sick and my heart hurts and I need to say some shit before I leave this earth
I poison myself, I'm poisoning her
I'm burning myself, I love how it hurts
My books on the shelf, my feet in the dirt
I'm struggling bad to see what I'm worth
I'm sorry girl, I wish that you ain't have to see me like this
My body cold, tell them I want them to leave me like this
Nobody knows like I ain't been screaming for help in this bitch
I'm getting old, it feel like I can't help myself in this bitch
This ain't nobody's fault, I put the blame on myself
Cause now she cry when we talk and that make me hate myself
I feel awake when I'm not, this can't be good for my health
I guess them demons we fight finally took me to hell
I'm sorry girl, I wish that I could have just loved you
I'm sorry girl that you was the one I'd run to you
Cause you don't deserve all the shit you was hearing me say
Like how I fucking hate this life and want to carry it away
Or how I feel stuck in the box and all the walls closing
Put my ashes in a box and spread me in the ocean
Now I'm really on the edge, I can't get any closure
I hope you find this note I wrote you and it gives you closure
Now you can find me in them sunsets that we used to watch
You can smell me in the air on tracks that we used to walk
Don't make yourself go crazy thinking about how I used to talk
You can hear me through the trains when you go to our spot
Now you can find me in them sunsets that we used to watch
You can smell me in the air on tracks that we used to walk
Don't make yourself go crazy thinking about how I used to talk
You can hear me through the trains when you go to our spot
Yeah
I hope you go to our spot
Yeah
I hope you go to our spot
I hope you go to our spot
Yeah
I guess I'm sorry, mama and I'm sorry, dad
I wish that you ain't have to go through this again
But my heads sick and my heart hurts and I need to say some shit before I leave this earth
I poison myself, I'm poisoning her
I'm burning myself, I love how it hurts
My books on the shelf, my feet in the dirt
I'm struggling bad to see what I'm worth
