"Delirium" lyrics

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you

Breathe in
Can't breathe out
You hurt me like I couldn't feel that

Heroine
Delirium
I loved you like I'd drawn in helium
You left me cold
When I wanted to hold you
I can't quite control who I am anymore
See black when I think of you
Spit on your gratitude
Cover my ears when you call

You were my best friend
Taught me not to pretend
Fuck you with your lyin'
Your brutal supplying
Of cold hearted shit on a roll

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you

And I'm feeling it's my obligation
To be conceived as some kind of compensation
I'm not feeling patient
But I cannot be rotting, that's not what I'm saying
I can't be forgotten, so please pardon my engagement

I keep shaking off what you are
It's mysterious
And you're making me feel
So delirious
And the pain that I feel is insidious
What game are you playing
Are you serious?

You were my best friend
Now I'm on the defend
Fuck you with your lyin'
And all your replying
Your cold hearted dribble no more

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you

I don't want to fall through
Been slipping on the same thing
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to be here unless I can love you