"Hits So Hard" lyrics

"Hits So Hard"

You know I suck at love
Makes me fill my blood with medicine
It makes me make my bed again
I hope I can be better when

You see me next
Though I'm anxious when I read your texts
You're wondering what I will inject
And jealous of my friend, 'my ex'

I hate to say this, but babe, we're not built for bulldozers
Fucking wasted, only love me when I'm sober
Hate to break this
You're never gonna love me in that case, hey

'Cause you know it hits so hard in the middle of my chest
I knew I'd end up scarred just a little, oh
You know I act so dumb, told everyone
That we were doing well

And here we are, I'm crying in a cheap motel

You know I suck at this
When my heart can't help but reminisce
I think back to our first real kiss
You're someone who I love and miss

And want to be
Somebody who acts well and smart
When you quit, that's the best start
But fuck that shit, it's hitting hard

Hate to say this
But babe, our love is old and tainted
Greys and blacks of splattered paint, but
Colourful is overrated

Hate to break this
I guess you went and broke it anyway, hey

'Cause you know it hit so hard in the middle of my chest
I knew I'd end up scarred just a little, oh
You know I act so dumb, told everyone
That we were doing well

And when you felt that pain, well, I never would've guessed
That we'd go up in flames, just a little, oh
You know I act so dumb, I told everyone
But there's not much to tell

And there we were - crying in every cheap motel

And I know you've had enough
I'm out all night, must be fucking rough
I'm insecure and so unsure
I'm feeling weak and immature

And we both hold these loser grips
We're losing touch, we're losing it
We built this house with falling bricks
And we now know every single time it

Hits so hard in the middle of the chest
We're gonna end up scarred just a little, oh
You know, I act so dumb, I told everyone
That we were doing well

And when you felt that pain, well, I never would've guessed
That we'd go up in flames, just a little, oh
You know, I act so dumb, I told everyone
There's not much to tell

Oh, you know I act so dumb
Told everyone that we were doing well

And there we were - crying in a cheap motel


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