"dujour" lyrics

Mama cried when we arrived, I promised her I'd be okay
Way too tired of lows and highs, I guess today could be the day
Yesterday made me upset, best if we go separate ways
This pressure buildin' in my head, but still some shit I'd never say

Maybe I misread the situation
Or maybe it's exactly what I'm thinkin' (Huh)
Lately, I've been tired of stayin' patient
Don't need to say it, I just need some confirmation

Been runnin' circles in my head, man, you couldn't even know the half
I'm so uncertain 'bout what's next, but I don't need to show you that
I see it workin' in yo' head, but you don't think I notice that
I think the worst part of this is that we will never show each other
I guess that's yo' decision, fuck it, it's yo' life
Should I stay insistent or should I let it slide?
I think I'd go the distance and keep my head up high
Feel like I'm inches from the finish, but I'm nowhere near the line
Soon as my head hit the pillow, toss and turn, I can't manage
I'm movin' fast in this rental, rubber burnin', finna crash out
Rubber bands make my hands hurt
They givin' statements away to them Feds, they is friends now

Maybe I misread the situation
Or maybe it's exactly what I'm thinkin' (Huh)
Lately, I've been tired of bein' patient
You never said it, I ain't need it anyway (Huh)

I do this for them kids who need a break
I do this for them kids who think nobody got they back
You won't never 'fess it up, it's such a shame
I'm still here 'cause my mama and my sister and my dad
Maybe it's just best I'm MIA
You should ditch that vest and watch yo' head (Huh)
Reaper on my back, I'm going down
Every time you touch my hand, it bring me back (Uh-huh)