"I Find It Hard" lyrics

I find it hard to keep my head on straight
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
I find it hard to find some constant love
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs
I find it hard to keep my head on straight
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
I find it hard to find some constant love
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs

Who's gonna pick me up when I'm down? No one
I'm just tryna find some pleasure in it, yeah, yeah (okay)
I'm just tryna find some better in it, yeah, yeah (okay)
I could really change the weather in here, yeah, yeah
Throwing money in the air, only time they really care
Everybody stop and stare, tell me what I wanna hear
Okay, life's not fair, no, is it just the way I live?
I can't tell, no, I don't have a fuck to give
Time will tell though, oh (oh)
Chilling in the deep end, I keep gamblin' with my life

I find it hard to keep my head on straight
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
I find it hard to find some constant love
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs
I find it hard to keep my head on straight
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays
I find it hard to find some constant love
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs

Bag it up, whip it up, cook it up, splash (splash)
I am that nigga now, I'm on the map (map)
I got a Goyard, it sit on my back (back)
You niggas is slow, I'm running 'em laps
I can't relax, I can't relax
Hop on that demon like I'm on the track
Countin' my hundreds, I sleep with a stack
Bad lil' bitch and her ass is fat
Mmm, business just been booming now
Mmm, choppa, it go boom, boom, pow
Mmm, I'ma let it sing out loud
After party, got it jumping like it's Rolling Loud
Baguette stones in my teeth, it's white gold
I'm so cold, do it with my eyes closed
Don't get close, I swear this life get so low
Not complaining 'cause I know that that's the life I chose

I find it hard to keep my head on straight (my head on straight)
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays (new friends nowadays)
I find it hard to find some constant love (love)
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs
I find it hard to keep my head on straight (my head on straight)
I find it hard to make new friends nowadays (new friends nowadays)
I find it hard to find some constant love (love)
So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs