"Second Act" lyrics

I ate too many mushrooms
Now I'm crying at Burning Man
Identity crisis trapped in fishnets
Stuck inside of my camper van

Is this what getting old is?
A self-induced neurosis
I don't know where my home is
But I want to go home

I flew across the world in search of
The edges of my boundaries
And they came to light when I
Stumbled right into a giant nudist sex party

Is that what growing up is?
Letting go of judgment
Or am I just lacking purpose?
I want to see what's behind what I believe

Ooh
What do I believe?

Maybe for my second act
I'll be somebody different
Take the hard-earned lessons from my past
And stop being indifferent

What if I quit running
Away from but toward something?
And what if it all means nothing?
At least I'll know
I gave myself one hell of a show

Ooh
When the curtains close
Ooh
It was one hell of a show