"SLEEPY (insomnia)" lyrics

Every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy

My head has been so busy
Lay it down when I feel so dizzy
Side effects of what they give me
Got me up 'til the sun can't get me

And I'm anxiously tryna find some sleep
With the wind outside still blowing

When the clock strikes three
And the thoughts won't leave
It's a lost cause tryna control 'em

Every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy
Even if I kill the lights
I know they can see me

Wide awake I walk the halls
Feeling so uneasy
Every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy

Feeling my heart beat getting so loud
Checking my pulse but it won't slow down
Does it hurt when the help you found
Made it all worse?
Could it turn around?

Anxiously tryna find some sleep
With the wind outside still blowing

When the clock strikes three
And the thoughts won't leave
It's a lost cause tryna control 'em

Every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy
Even if I kill the lights
I know they can see me

Wide awake I walk the halls
Feeling so uneasy
Every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy

Someone tell me what I need
To keep producing dopamine

I'm sick of this paroxetine
No fight, no flight
I simply freeze

My side effects are all I see
I don't think this is saving me

'Cause every time I close my eyes
I'm no longer sleepy