"This House" lyrics

Familiar with the darkest hour
It always seems to strike at 9 o'clock
Carefully I close the door
And bunker down into my favourite spot

'Cause I am always just a second thought
A curse you clearly didn't want

I'll stay in my bathroom
Ear to the wall
As my childhood anthem
Slams through the door
It's crazy how numb I've become to these sounds
When will I feel less alone in this house?

How to regulate myself
When I'm too young to know?
Comforting enraged adults
Who never learned to weather it alone

You won't even notice I've drowned
Underwater, it's still so loud
Raised by angst and alcohol

I'll stay in my bathroom
Ear to the wall
As my childhood anthem
Slams through the door
It's crazy how numb I've become to these sounds
When will I feel less alone in this house?

Now
As you comedown again
You'll find me in my own hallucinations

I'll stay in my bathroom
Ear to the wall
As my childhood anthem
Slams through the door
It's crazy how numb I've become to these sounds
When will I feel less alone in this house?

Stay in my bathroom
Ear to the wall
As my childhood anthem
Slams through the door
It's crazy how numb I've become to these sounds
All that I want is a home in this house...